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‘My love,’ she cried, lifting her face to him, her eyes, her mouth open in transport.
‘My love,’ he answered, bending and kissing her, always kissing her.
She closed her hands over the full, rounded body of his loins, as he stooped over her, she seemed to touch the quick of the mystery of darkness that was bodily him. She seemed to faint beneath, and he seemed to faint, stooping over her. It was a perfect passing away for both of them, and at the same time the most intolerable accession into being, the marvellous fullness of immediate gratification, overwhelming, out–flooding from the source of the deepest life–force, the darkest, deepest, strangest life–source of the human body, at the back and base of the loins.
After a lapse of stillness, after the rivers of strange dark fluid richness had passed over her, flooding, carrying away her mind and flooding down her spine and down her knees, past her feet, a strange flood, sweeping away everything and leaving her an essential new being, she was left quite free, she was free in complete ease, her complete self. So she rose, stilly and blithe, smiling at him. He stood before her, glimmering, so awfully real, that her heart almost stopped beating. He stood there in his strange, whole body, that had its marvellous fountains, like the bodies of the sons of God who were in the beginning. There were strange fountains of his body, more mysterious and potent than any she had imagined or known, more satisfying, ah, finally, mystically–physically satisfying. She had thought there was no source deeper than the phallic source. And now, behold, from the smitten rock of the man’s body, from the strange marvellous flanks and thighs, deeper, further in mystery than the phallic source, came the floods of ineffable darkness and ineffable riches.
They were glad, and they could forget perfectly. They laughed, and went to the meal provided. There was a venison pasty, of all things, a large broad–faced cut ham, eggs and cresses and red beet–root, and medlars and apple–tart, and tea.
‘What GOOD things!’ she cried with pleasure. ‘How noble it looks!—shall I pour out the tea?—’
She was usually nervous and uncertain at performing these public duties, such as giving tea. But today she forgot, she was at her ease, entirely forgetting to have misgivings. The tea–pot poured beautifully from a proud slender spout. Her eyes were warm with smiles as she gave him his tea. She had learned at last to be still and perfect.
‘Everything is ours,’ she said to him.
‘Everything,’ he answered.
She gave a queer little crowing sound of triumph.
‘I’m so glad!’ she cried, with unspeakable relief.
‘So am I,’ he said. ‘But I’m thinking we’d better get out of our responsibilities as quick as we can.’
‘What responsibilities?’ she asked, wondering.
‘We must drop our jobs, like a shot.’