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The Woman In Love
by: D H Lawrence

She was coming back. He saw her drifting desultorily under the high hedge, advancing towards him slowly. He did not move, he did not look again. He was as if asleep, at peace, slumbering and utterly relaxed.

She came up and stood before him, hanging her head.

‘See what a flower I found you,’ she said, wistfully holding a piece of purple–red bell–heather under his face. He saw the clump of coloured bells, and the tree–like, tiny branch: also her hands, with their over–fine, over–sensitive skin.

‘Pretty!’ he said, looking up at her with a smile, taking the flower. Everything had become simple again, quite simple, the complexity gone into nowhere. But he badly wanted to cry: except that he was weary and bored by emotion.

Then a hot passion of tenderness for her filled his heart. He stood up and looked into her face. It was new and oh, so delicate in its luminous wonder and fear. He put his arms round her, and she hid her face on his shoulder.

It was peace, just simple peace, as he stood folding her quietly there on the open lane. It was peace at last. The old, detestable world of tension had passed away at last, his soul was strong and at ease.

She looked up at him. The wonderful yellow light in her eyes now was soft and yielded, they were at peace with each other. He kissed her, softly, many, many times. A laugh came into her eyes.

‘Did I abuse you?’ she asked.

He smiled too, and took her hand, that was so soft and given.

‘Never mind,’ she said, ‘it is all for the good.’ He kissed her again, softly, many times.

‘Isn’t it?’ she said.

‘Certainly,’ he replied. ‘Wait! I shall have my own back.’

She laughed suddenly, with a wild catch in her voice, and flung her arms around him.

‘You are mine, my love, aren’t you?’ she cried straining him close.

‘Yes,’ he said, softly.

His voice was so soft and final, she went very still, as if under a fate which had taken her. Yes, she acquiesced—but it was accomplished without her acquiescence. He was kissing her quietly, repeatedly, with a soft, still happiness that almost made her heart stop beating.

‘My love!’ she cried, lifting her face and looking with frightened, gentle wonder of bliss. Was it all real? But his eyes were beautiful and soft and immune from stress or excitement, beautiful and smiling lightly to her, smiling with her. She hid her face on his shoulder, hiding before him, because he could see her so completely. She knew he loved her, and she was afraid, she was in a strange element, a new heaven round about her. She wished he were passionate, because in passion she was at home. But this was so still and frail, as space is more frightening than force.

Again, quickly, she lifted her head.

‘Do you love me?’ she said, quickly, impulsively.

‘Yes,’ he replied, not heeding her motion, only her stillness.

She knew it was true. She broke away.