The two men sat in complete silence, Birkin almost unconscious of his own whereabouts. He had come to ask her to marry him—well then, he would wait on, and ask her. As for what she said, whether she accepted or not, he did not think about it. He would say what he had come to say, and that was all he was conscious of. He accepted the complete insignificance of this household, for him. But everything now was as if fated. He could see one thing ahead, and no more. From the rest, he was absolved entirely for the time being. It had to be left to fate and chance to resolve the issues.

At length they heard the gate. They saw her coming up the steps with a bundle of books under her arm. Her face was bright and abstracted as usual, with the abstraction, that look of being not quite THERE, not quite present to the facts of reality, that galled her father so much. She had a maddening faculty of assuming a light of her own, which excluded the reality, and within which she looked radiant as if in sunshine.

They heard her go into the dining–room, and drop her armful of books on the table.

‘Did you bring me that Girl’s Own?’ cried Rosalind.

‘Yes, I brought it. But I forgot which one it was you wanted.’

‘You would,’ cried Rosalind angrily. ‘It’s right for a wonder.’

Then they heard her say something in a lowered tone.

‘Where?’ cried Ursula.

Again her sister’s voice was muffled.

Brangwen opened the door, and called, in his strong, brazen voice:

‘Ursula.’

She appeared in a moment, wearing her hat.

‘Oh how do you do!’ she cried, seeing Birkin, and all dazzled as if taken by surprise. He wondered at her, knowing she was aware of his presence. She had her queer, radiant, breathless manner, as if confused by the actual world, unreal to it, having a complete bright world of her self alone.

‘Have I interrupted a conversation?’ she asked.

‘No, only a complete silence,’ said Birkin.

‘Oh,’ said Ursula, vaguely, absent. Their presence was not vital to her, she was withheld, she did not take them in. It was a subtle insult that never failed to exasperate her father.

‘Mr Birkin came to speak to YOU, not to me,’ said her father.

‘Oh, did he!’ she exclaimed vaguely, as if it did not concern her. Then, recollecting herself, she turned to him rather radiantly, but still quite superficially, and said: ‘Was it anything special?’

‘I hope so,’ he said, ironically.

‘—To propose to you, according to all accounts,’ said her father.

‘Oh,’ said Ursula.

‘Oh,’ mocked her father, imitating her. ‘Have you nothing more to say?’

She winced as if violated.

‘Did you really come to propose to me?’ she asked of Birkin, as if it were a joke.

‘Yes,’ he said. ‘I suppose I came to propose.’ He seemed to fight shy of the last word.