Gudrun paddled almost imperceptibly. Gerald could see, not far ahead, the rich blue and the rose globes of Ursula’s lanterns swaying softly cheek to cheek as Birkin rowed, and iridescent, evanescent gleams chasing in the wake. He was aware, too, of his own delicately coloured lights casting their softness behind him.

Gudrun rested her paddle and looked round. The canoe lifted with the lightest ebbing of the water. Gerald’s white knees were very near to her.

‘Isn’t it beautiful!’ she said softly, as if reverently.

She looked at him, as he leaned back against the faint crystal of the lantern–light. She could see his face, although it was a pure shadow. But it was a piece of twilight. And her breast was keen with passion for him, he was so beautiful in his male stillness and mystery. It was a certain pure effluence of maleness, like an aroma from his softly, firmly moulded contours, a certain rich perfection of his presence, that touched her with an ecstasy, a thrill of pure intoxication. She loved to look at him. For the present she did not want to touch him, to know the further, satisfying substance of his living body. He was purely intangible, yet so near. Her hands lay on the paddle like slumber, she only wanted to see him, like a crystal shadow, to feel his essential presence.

‘Yes,’ he said vaguely. ‘It is very beautiful.’

He was listening to the faint near sounds, the dropping of water–drops from the oar–blades, the slight drumming of the lanterns behind him, as they rubbed against one another, the occasional rustling of Gudrun’s full skirt, an alien land noise. His mind was almost submerged, he was almost transfused, lapsed out for the first time in his life, into the things about him. For he always kept such a keen attentiveness, concentrated and unyielding in himself. Now he had let go, imperceptibly he was melting into oneness with the whole. It was like pure, perfect sleep, his first great sleep of life. He had been so insistent, so guarded, all his life. But here was sleep, and peace, and perfect lapsing out.

‘Shall I row to the landing–stage?’ asked Gudrun wistfully.

‘Anywhere,’ he answered. ‘Let it drift.’

‘Tell me then, if we are running into anything,’ she replied, in that very quiet, toneless voice of sheer intimacy.

‘The lights will show,’ he said.

So they drifted almost motionless, in silence. He wanted silence, pure and whole. But she was uneasy yet for some word, for some assurance.

‘Nobody will miss you?’ she asked, anxious for some communication.

‘Miss me?’ he echoed. ‘No! Why?’

‘I wondered if anybody would be looking for you.’

‘Why should they look for me?’ And then he remembered his manners. ‘But perhaps you want to get back,’ he said, in a changed voice.

‘No, I don’t want to get back,’ she replied. ‘No, I assure you.’